Ex's making news on cyber space!!

Somebody tell me why are the so called EX's a problem to their former loved ones. I mean on cyber space every one there has issues with their EX's ,we just never know if there for real or just one of those monday morning breakfast stories. People i am somebody's Ex and i too have EX's but why should i defame them? I have no reason to,the past is the past,that is why i always say 'Twice not i but step on the same spot,when gone its gone i shan't turn or trod back' .

Every head i met on cyber space the still have athing for their Ex's or the other way round. Are these true stories or just a way to creat boring no existant conversation. Cyber space is like darkness. Why? You ask....well ever realised that on cyber talks everyone can do what they cant or have never done in the outside real world. On cyber space you are loved and you love but when it becomes real then the inside turns outside. Advice,never say on cyber space what you cant open your mouth and eyes to say loking in that person's eye.

Everyone on cyber space lives a five star life of takeaways,the you still hear voices screaming 'We are poor...'. Ask one of your cyber pal what they had for lunch?? Its always pies,pizzas,berghars,ribs and lasaigne takeaways. Even if somebody had pap lemoghodo they still claim what they just smelled somewhere. I am not being a devil's advocate but the truth is sometimes some people claim to be big spenders yet if you calculate what they claim to spend is more that their lifetime requirements. Am i lying?

Back to the issue at hand here,the Ex's!! Seems like everyone on cyber space likes to believe that their ex's believe they dont have a life without them. These people convince themselves that there are in demand and there after they try to convince us also to believe what they also don't know but just believe in. What is the meaning of the word Ex? Well according my understanding,i don't know your but its a former somebody of something which there are no longer actively into as they where before.

You find somebody claiming that he/she has an ex. And then they tell you that they slept no,no,no, imean they sleep with their ex's. Why call him/her you ex when you still share a mate together. On cyber space almost every lady is single and every guy is still searching for miss right!! No one on cyber space was dumped .they all claim to be the ones who dumped their partners. The reason is always the same,'he/she cheated...!!'

Come to attention seekers on cyber space,the abuse emotiocons !! The person would be very happy and busking upon cloud 99 and the put the angry face which is excatly the opposite of their mood at that time. Ask that person why he/she is ANGRY? The answer they will give you is that,'don't worry i will be ok....' well letr me tell you the real answer is they don't know or have forgotten whatever lie they had in mind. All they wanted was attention!! How can you be sad and excited the next second thewn worried,impossible!! Unless if you have a switch, on and off for you moods and emotional behavior.

If life on cyber space could turn to be real life then everyone would be rich,and living a 5 star life and poverty would have never existed or the word would have had a different meaning to what it is today. Cyber life,people live their dreams there.....this was just a thought no neccesarily an attack or defamation of cyber space....if you never been there better do so and then come back and comment on this blog on what you came accross.!! Goodluck

I recall

One thing I have learnt in life is not to sit down and take a deep brainstorm within my self when times are hard. I have adopted somebody’s idea of not crying over spilt milk, when I can go back in the kraal and milk other cows.

When somebody walks out of your life, there is no need to sit down and mop. Instead rather be like a soldier who sits down and plots revenge. Wait a minute, I don’t mean that you should revenge but get your act back together and think properly. Never ever do what you would regret tomorrow. I mean if you partner cheats on you with one and even sleeps with that person then cheat him with 6 but sleep with none. I am not a dating advisor but what I am saying is that when one finds out about infidelity or the other partner they immediately REACT but rather you should ACT!!

I recall when I got emotional marginalized in the sense that she had to refer to me as an EX, I stood there in front of the mirror asked my self if she was worthy my tears. I immediately recalled that the wise man once said, a person worthy my tears shall never make me cry. In sense she was worthy my tears because I never cried though it was an attempted thing.

I had to think then act, as I was going through that rough thinking weather, whereby the wind of thought madly blows the mind and you feel like you thoughts could fly out of your head I had to relax. I did just that, stood up and to a pen and paper then let my thoughts flow out of the head to the paper that was rather better than let them disappear into thin air. Maybe the air was not thin anymore because lots of people let their thoughts escape into it unless the air is on diet and refuses to consume it all.

This was just a thought!!

i dont know

Thank you if you like my blog,well if you don't still thank you!! Wait a second ,no you must say thank you if you didn't like it because i saved your lips from turning pale atleast you you did smile and felt really enthusiastic to critisise!! This blog was not meant to impress you and its no meant for you to like it but to learn or educate ,to provoke your critism enzymes. Why didn't you comment then? Life is one hell of a journey that is coupled by endurance. I have learnt that i should critisise within the context,i have come to discover that in life lies will get you somewhere but when you get caught you still find you had not walked from where you thought you had. I have come under imense pressure to be subjective but my skepticism has denounced that. I sometimes feel life could have been more interestinng if i would write my everyday episode with a pencil and erase it whenever i want to. I would make everyday boring so i can sit down and think where i am going beacause i still don't know where i am. Sounds stupid? Well its actully stupid but what is life ,love ,death and hate? (sigh)

Well i believe rather what i know is that love is but just the reciprocal of hate and the same applies to life and death. Love? Have you ever smelt or felt it? If yeah,how does it smell or feel. Do you like it? will be back

Stupidity at its peak (vol 2)

Well some of you are already thinking that i am using my artistry nature to mastermind some masterpieces. Alas, i say it as it: No fear ...No Favour!! Or let me credit the person who saide that before i get ino a lawsuit that will impoverish me, Etv thank you for those inspiring words. Why fear what would harm not my soul, do yo know why i love,value and trust my eyes its because what they see they scrutinize. The always see the bad in evry good and i am the one who makes a veto.

I mean this lady says to me she had to breakup with me becuase she was blackmailed by her crush to do so. This was after she lied to her parents and said she was goin to church while she was goin to drown in the pool of booze on June 16. The guy according to her threatened to report her to the military strict parents of hers. She tells me the guy told her to do as he says in that party.

Now my questions what else would the guy tell her to do? Or she has already gave it up to him,her life, and now she is apologising to me want us to be together again.If she cant stant her parents it shows that she cant face reality.

After explaining her whole story she asked me to forgive her. Well in had already done so before she could even ask,then i told her that i was stepping out where we had stepped in together. Tears can get you anywhere but certainly not to somebody's heart ,to be specific mine. Call me heartless ,thank you but what would you do if somebody tells you to go to hell and when you get then she comes and say no i was joking. I mean there things to joke about but never juggle around my heart because it shall never be your ball in whichever playground.

The silence is getting louder ,i will reduce the volume with a fullstop.(ther you go)

reciprocals in life

I have learnt that life can be queer with a meandering route that seems to be going no where,but i have learnt that i should no quit as T.D Jakes would have suggested. I have come to learn that perseverance would guide me through and patience will overshadow all my fears. I have come to discover that everytime i failed or spluttered it was all because i had thrown in the towel yet the heavly pregnant clouds of success where hanging in labour over me. This time ,i rapeat this time i shan't flag and fail but rage and sail. Defeat shall not dwell in an npart of mine horizon,my hands i shall only raise in jubilation and never surrender. The power is in me ,the drive and determination comes about by believing in your self . Do not succumb,never ever succumber to any critism for it meant to kill you but remember that fear not what doent kill your soul. Build you self around critism and believe me critism quickly turns to to showers or down pour of admiration when you stand up and proclaim your sel a victor ofcourse if you already taking to the battle field. I am not trying to be a motivational but what i am saying that if i am meant to learn from my mistakes then why should in still cry on them.

Failure should neither kill nor finish you off. Giving in is corwardice ,why surrender when you are still breathing fight until your breath decides otherwise. Believe in your self and trust your instincts,never let people run over you be assertive as possible. Speak up,raise your chin and give you eyes life . Remember the reciprocals ,when you speak your mind then listen their minds too.

Stupidity at its peak!!

Attention ??What really is it,should people even do stupid things to gain or acquiren this thing which has puzzled my brains and caused frost bites to its cells. Should attention be that importart to the extent that people expose their concealed high levels of stupidity degree. I remember one of the conveyor blanet of mine soul,ofcourse we are history now. She called me on a Sunday afternoon and the conversation was as follows:
She: hello,i just called to say its over between us,i got somebody to replace you.
Me: oh ok!!(silence)
(silence,i learnt that it is sometimes the best feedback)
She:Hello,are you still there?
Me: yeah i am right here.Was that all you wanted to say?
She: Yes,and bye! please hangup
Me: No ways,you called so why should i hang up?
She:Ok bye!(hangs up herself)

i knew she wanted me to beg her,to ask her why break up and whatever reason she had i didnt care. I loved her ,yes but i knew this was one of her dirty,disgusting and illigitimate tactics of seeking attention.Guess what ? My strategy wo0rked wonders for me,SILENCE!!
2 minutes later she called me and said the guy's name is Sibusiso. I mean come on ,i i don't even know the guy and i didn't ask for her damn reason.
(hangs up)
3 minutes later she called again and it went as follows:
She: Hello,i got you today!
Me: Where?
She: I was joking,about what i said ealier.
Me: Ok!! Next time get something better to joke about.
She:(giggles) i love you
Me: ok!!
If this was a joke according to her then i think we still lack one school in society,THE SCHOOL AGAINST HORRIBLE SENSE OF HUMOUR!! I mean she laughed alone,i just listened and failed to to laugh at her stupidity because i really got worried about her mentality probably losing its stability!!

Attention seeking tactics!! She wanted me to go down on my knees and beg? For what,i mean we all entitled to choices and she had made one so i oblged without a question!! Sounds heartless i know,but is it heartful to go round breaking people's hearts!! Maybe in another planet

Spirit of Ubuntu,is it a reality?

Recently i have been going throgh a psychological aftermath of an invicible war of thoughts. As i sat there outside under the cloud rather blanket of evil,a question hit me hard and i kind of lost self control which is impossible,why you ask? Because i have come to learn that being smart makes one smarter. We have seen,heard and read irresponsible ande nigligent statements from our so called Leaders. Don't get me twisted,i dont have anything againsts these "dirty players " ,politicians!! But how can somebody who is meant to lead a sane nation go on public platforms and say "we are ready to kill',who is this we? I am out,are you wityh him? Killing is inhuman,we just trying to raise our bowwed heads after the animosity innitiated on fellow africans"xenophobia attacks" thats what they called it!! Archbishop Desmond Tutu was so disgusted by these events such that he even told people that,the word UBUNTU must never again mentioned if we cant define or rather spell it with our actions or doings!! Back to the "killer to be" ,who is going to fight and let alone kill and for what and why? thank you to those who take time to read my silence,advice to you please take this ignorance or negligence by the "them" and turn it into a filer for a rogh path that you trod or are about to trod